Heroes: Audrey/Matt & Matt/Janice: "Why?"
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Title: Why?
Fandom: Heroes
Pairings: Audrey/Matt, Matt/Janice
Rating: PG
Warnings/Spoilers: AU - Janice isn’t pregnant in this fanfic nor is Audrey and Matt not partners anymore.
Summary: Why did she have to love him?
Notes: Written for
10_hurt_comfort prompt Jealousy.
She really shouldn’t feel this way… especially since he was her partner. He was married anyway! Besides he loves his wife very much, even after the fact that she had cheated on him.
Audrey still felt angry at the woman for that. Matt didn’t deserve Janice – Janice in no way or form could EVER deserve Matt… not after what she did. She both felt remorseful and envious towards her. She wondered briefly what she would be like if she had gone back to her ex-husband after he cheated on her. Wasn’t possibly, though. She could never forgive her ex-husband about that.
So why should she feel jealous of her partner’s cheating wife? Why does her mind wonder off in day dream nowadays? Dreams about if they, Matt and her, were together – married, old, young, etc. She would die of embarrassment if Matt ever found out… and so far if he had found out he kept it all to himself. She loved him for that.
Why did she have to love him? Why couldn’t she just go back to liking him as a partner or a friend at least?
There was no point in loving someone you can’t have. What good would ever come out of it? Nothing she could think of. Only thing Audrey could think of was pain, heartache and self-pity which she needed less of.
Why does it have to hurt to look at them?
THE END.
Fandom: Heroes
Pairings: Audrey/Matt, Matt/Janice
Rating: PG
Warnings/Spoilers: AU - Janice isn’t pregnant in this fanfic nor is Audrey and Matt not partners anymore.
Summary: Why did she have to love him?
Notes: Written for
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She really shouldn’t feel this way… especially since he was her partner. He was married anyway! Besides he loves his wife very much, even after the fact that she had cheated on him.
Audrey still felt angry at the woman for that. Matt didn’t deserve Janice – Janice in no way or form could EVER deserve Matt… not after what she did. She both felt remorseful and envious towards her. She wondered briefly what she would be like if she had gone back to her ex-husband after he cheated on her. Wasn’t possibly, though. She could never forgive her ex-husband about that.
So why should she feel jealous of her partner’s cheating wife? Why does her mind wonder off in day dream nowadays? Dreams about if they, Matt and her, were together – married, old, young, etc. She would die of embarrassment if Matt ever found out… and so far if he had found out he kept it all to himself. She loved him for that.
Why did she have to love him? Why couldn’t she just go back to liking him as a partner or a friend at least?
There was no point in loving someone you can’t have. What good would ever come out of it? Nothing she could think of. Only thing Audrey could think of was pain, heartache and self-pity which she needed less of.
Why does it have to hurt to look at them?
THE END.